Punishment for his Brother
Optimus Prime’s Autobrand lay on the dirty floor. He
sat on a nearby ledge with his fingers knitted
underneath his chin, staring at it intently. A shaft of
light pierced the thick dusty atmosphere of the atrium.
The Temple of Knowledge was silent and still. Optimus
Prime was alone, no longer an Autobot.
The insignia had been resting where
it had been thrown, mocking its owner. Its symbolism
had been tarnished. It had been the last memory of the
humans before the Earth was devastated. Optimus
clenched his fists.
There was a time when his resolve was
solid, to continue the relentless fight against evil.
To defy his enemies’ machinations at every turn. But
the end of the Earth… the death of Ultra Magnus… it had
all worn him down. The pain inside was hot. Burning
demons clawed at his soul. There was a time when he
would never have given in. That time had passed now.
Optimus Prime stood up, lowering his
foot over the Autobot symbol. He pushed down on it,
squeezing it into the floor. After a moment, he looked
up into the light, thinking of the one who had broken
him. Not Megatron, not Shockwave, not Starscream, not
the Liege Maximo. Not even Unicron.
Star Saber glared out of his window at the statue of
Ultra Magnus in Praxus Square. Reductionists. He hated
them. But still, it was the smallest of his worries. He
turned back towards his desk and smiled down at the
Autobrand lying on it. His hand reached up to his
shoulder, where the insignia should have been, and his
fingers traced around the logo of the Cybertronian
Empire.
It was all for show. Nearly
everything he’d done for the last four hundred years
had been for show. It was worth the wait. Xal himself
had taught Star Saber that the longer revenge had to
simmer, the more satisfying it would be when it finally
boiled over. And with Optimus Prime scurrying away
after the Barricade, it had boiled dry. His hatred had
finally evaporated, leaving him happy at last.
A small alarm sounded. Star Saber
turned to his monitor screens and he saw Grimlock
marching (he never walked these days) towards his
offices. To think, after all these years none of Star
Saber’s visitors ever wondered why the corridors were
painted green. The ruler of Cybertron reattached his
Autobrand. He was ready to deal with the Autobot
Leader.
Optimus Prime was not a coward. For vorns he led the
Autobots with a decisive hand, always sure of the right
thing. He always knew what to do. Except now. He knew
it was wrong to have fled the Barricade, leaving his
comrades, condemning them to death. And he knew now
that Star Saber had no right to remain on Cybertron.
But what to do? What would be the right punishment for
his brother?
And before Optimus could give any
more thought to the dilemma, a vision appeared before
him. Her name was Sarah.
Grimlock made to leave Star Saber’s office.
“One last word of advice,” Star Saber
offered the Autobot Leader.
“What?”
“It’s just that… well, considering
his cowardice during the Barricade, and how he was
indirectly responsible for the deaths of Snarl and
Sludge—”
“If there point, Star Saber,”
Grimlock said, “please make way to it now.”
Star Saber opened out his hand, palm
facing upwards. “You’re in charge of the Autobot Army
now Grimlock, you know I won’t interfere. But if you
find Optimus Prime, would you really want such a coward
fighting by your side?”
Grimlock frowned. He clenched his
fists and grunted.
“Think about it, Grimlock,” Star
Saber said sternly. “Optimus Prime doesn’t care about
the Autobots any more.”
Optimus Prime looked into the girl’s bright blue
eyes. She looked back up into his glowing yellow
optics. She was human and he was a Transformer.
“There’s not enough green on this planet,” she said.
“You need to find some green.”
“What are you?” Optimus asked her.
“A fragment. Like you.”
The Autobot considered her answer. He
touched his chest lightly with his fingertips. “Does
this have something to do with the Matrix?”
“Not your Matrix, Optimus Prime.”
“I’ve had visions before,” Optimus
whispered. “Why are you here?”
“We sense your guilt about Earth.”
“But I failed. I allowed Star Saber
to get away with—”
Sarah smiled. “Not exactly. The
Primal lineage continues, and Earth and her children
will eventually be restored.”
Optimus moved his fingers down to his
abdomen. “Are you talking about Fire Convoy?”
“There is no need to feel guilt,
Optimus Prime. With your intrinsic influence, your
offspring—and Ultra Magnus—are addressing the balance.”
A wave of confusion and relief flowed
through Optimus’ circuits. “He’s not dead?”
“He’s with us. We’re keeping them
both safe. They’ve done very well.”
“What do you mean?”
“You’ll realise soon enough, Optimus
Prime.”
Optimus blinked in an attempt to make
sense of the vision. “If you’d like to stick around, I
need some advice. I am at a loss on what to do with
Star Saber.”
There were many options available to
Optimus. He could remain hidden away from the Autobots.
Unacceptable. Star Saber had no right being in charge
of Cybertron. He could remove Star Saber by force,
banishing him from the planet. Again, unacceptable. It
was hardly a punishment. In fact, it would set him free
to poison more worlds and cultures. He could imprison
Star Saber. Unacceptable. He would most surely find a
way to escape. He could kill Star Saber. Absolutely
unacceptable! Optimus only killed as a last resort, and
he would not stoop so low, not even now. What to do?
What to do?
“Stay true to yourself,” was all
Sarah said. “Be Optimus Prime. Be brave.” She faded.
Star Saber kept his focus on the monitor screens,
watching Grimlock leave the Citadel via the green
corridors. It was an idea of Wheeljack’s. He was the
Autobots’ greatest inventor. And stunt driver. During
his time on Earth, Wheeljack would study films,
especially those that featured car stunts, eager to
find something new to impress the Autobots with. He
also studied filmmaking techniques and how any subject
could easily be removed and manipulated from a green
background.
Those who entered or left the Citadel
had been filmed by the security cameras on green
backgrounds. With a bit of imagination, Star Saber
could digitally place them on any background. He could
even make it look like they’d left the building, when
really he’d murdered or kidnapped them.
Star Saber let slip a quiet, smug
chuckle to himself. He stood from his desk and walked
to the window, again disturbed by the chanting of the
Reductionists. And that’s when something hit him.
It was a single punch. A single punch
knocked Star Saber offline. It sounded like glass being
crushed underfoot as the fist connected with his jaw.
He never saw it coming, and he would never in four
million years have thought he would be knocked out in
one punch.
Optimus Prime flexed his hand. Flakes
of green paint fell from where his knuckles had been
introduced to Star Saber’s chin. He remained silent. He
hoisted Star Saber up over his right shoulder. He
promised himself this: An entire lifetime of pain would
be paid for in full, tonight.
It was payback time. Optimus Prime style.
Star Saber was roused into
consciousness by a gentle tap from his brother. He lay
on the floor of temple’s atrium curled up, almost like
a foetus. Optimus Prime tapped his chest. Star Saber’s
optics flickered at first and then glowed a steady
bright blue. He sat up, stroked his cracked jaw and
then looked down at his hands and up at Optimus. “I’m
not restrained.”
“Not my style,” Optimus said calmly.
His voice was deep, gravely and strangely warm.
Star Saber stood. He glanced around
for a door. “I’m free to go, then?”
“Of course. I’m not holding you
against your will.”
“I’m curious.”
“About?”
“Why you’ve brought me here, sneaking
into my Citadel and kidnapping me.”
Optimus Prime folded his arms.
Star Saber continued, “Too afraid to
face up to the Autobots? No wonder Grimlock doesn’t
want a coward like you in his ranks.”
There was a pause.
“I’m not sure you completely
understand the concept of courage,” Optimus began, his
voice maintaining its warmth. “To be completely
courageous, you need to be completely selfless. To put
others ahead of your own needs.”
“Did you abduct me just to lecture
me?”
Optimus ignored Star Saber and
continued. “It’s about not caring about yourself, not
caring what happens to you.”
“And that’s how you’ve lived? Not
caring?”
“I’ve tried to. And that’s the
difference between you and I. You care too much.”
Star Saber stifled a laugh. “I care
too much? That doesn’t sound right, I don’t care about
anything.”
“Except yourself.”
“Which makes a coward then, by your
logic.”
“Yes.” Optimus lowered his hands to
his hips. “And such cowardice has led to your
downfall.”
Star Saber allowed the laugh to
escape. “My downfall? Surely you’re not serious! Look
at us. Me, in charge of the homeworld, and you, here.
With nothing.”
“You care so much about yourself,
that all you’ve done with your entire life is plot and
seek revenge on me.”
“And it worked.”
“Temporarily, yes. But I have found
peace with myself and I know I am brave enough – to not
care about what happens to me – to deal with the pain
you inflicted.”
Star Saber didn’t like where this was
going. Anger started to burn inside his forehead. (“I
often wished to test myself against the Autobots’
greatest leader,” he had once said.) Star Saber drew
his sword.
Optimus didn’t flinch, his returning
resolve preventing such a reaction. “But you, on the
other, are not brave. Still you dwell on yourself,
consumed by hatred for me. You’ve been the same for
millions of years, and—” Optimus tapped the tip of the
sword “—it doesn’t look like you’re going to change
now.”
Star Saber growled. It was a cold
growl that pierced the still air. The warmth of
Optimus’ voice stopped it in its tracks.
“Remind me,” Optimus said, pushing
the sword down. “What is it that you think makes
Transformers better than all the organic species the
Empire has purged in its wake?”
Star Saber increased the pressure of
his grip on his sword. “Because we are stronger, and
they have no right to—“
“No,” Optimus interrupted, “it’s
because we can adapt. It’s our gift. What other species
can adapt to new environments and situations as well as
us?”
There was no response.
“Come on, do I need to transform and
show you how adaptable we are?”
The anger bubbled inside Star Saber’s
head some more. “I get your point.”
“’To grow, to evolve, that is the
Decepticon way,’ Jhiaxus once told me. You’re a
Decepticon, Star Saber. Why haven’t you grown? Why
haven’t you evolved?”
“I have evolved. I’ve grown so much
that I rule the centre of the Cybertronian Empire!”
“You’re delusional. You haven’t
evolved at all.” Optimus’s voice quickened and cooled
slightly. “You’ve allowed yourself to stagnate all the
time you’ve spent trying to break me.”
Star Saber’s anger and frustration
were boiling now.
Optimus leaned in, the glow from his
optics reflected on Star Saber’s mask. His voice
deepened. It was resolute. “Do I look broken to you?”
Star Saber clasped both of his hands
around the handle of his sword. He was spoiling for a
fight. If trying to break Optimus Prime wasn’t going to
work, killing him would be the next best thing.
“I’m sorry, but I’m not going to
fight you.”
“Aren’t you angry at me? Don’t you
hate me for what I’ve done?” (Rolling boil.)
“I don’t hate you. I’ve never hated
anyone.”
“Not even—”
“Not even Megatron. Villains like you
and he, I just feel sorry.”
Star Saber’s anger seeped out from
behind his optics. It was palpable. “You feel sorry for
me?”
“You’ve wasted your life, and
accomplished nothing. I pity you.”
“No,” Star Saber whispered to
himself.
“And it’s because I pity you that I
brought you out here,” Optimus said, warmth returning
to his voice.
“No,” Star Saber said, a little
louder this time.
“I wanted to tell you something.”
Optimus wrapped his hands around Star Saber’s, which
were still gripping the sword.
“No,” Star Saber said. The word
echoed.
“I forgive you.”
“No!” shouted Star Saber.
Optimus let go and stepped back. Star
Saber’s grip loosened on the sword. It fell to the
ground.
“No.
“No.
“No.
“No!”
Star Saber stamped his feet down onto
the ground. He began clawing at his left forearm with
his right hand. His fingers sunk into his own armour.
He pulled off a strip of white metal, throwing it to
the ground. He lifted his hands up to his head. He
snapped off an antenna, and then the other one. He
gripped his own head, squeezing with all his strength.
There was a sickly crunching sound as the metal buckled
under the pressure.
Optimus Prime turned away. He’d
forgiven Star Saber, and that was enough punishment for
his brother.
Star Saber released his head and
dropped to the ground. His knees crumpled with the
impact. Through the pain, he watched Optimus leave the
temple.
Freedom is the right of all sentient beings,
including Optimus Prime. After all the million years of
pain and war and suffering, he was able at last to walk
away. Cybertron was at peace. Grimlock and his army
could take care of what was left of the Decepticons.
Star Saber’s insidious revenge-plot had unravelled.
Optimus Prime had been released.
He looked north, watching the sun
shyly emerge from behind the gleaming horizon. He took
out his rifle and glanced down at the trigger. For a
moment, the sound of a thousand shots echoed in his
mind’s ear. He squeezed his optics shut. He held the
weapon tightly and then hurled it into the distance.
“I’m free.”